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Monday, April 4, 2011
Quotes from the Cube Farm
From these interactions come some great memories....and some hilarious quotes!
Beware Mighty Mouse (a co-worker) ...gets fiesty when approached by authorities ;)
Me: haha the copier is making mooing noises at me b/c I stole its paper!
co-worker: its mooing? ...wave some steak sauce at it
me: haha that'll make it be quiet for sure!
co-worker: throw in a pair of grill tongs and it will never make another noise
me: think they've fixed (problem causing water shut off in the bathrooms) yet?
co-worker: still weird about an hour ago but good luck!
me: in the words of the scrubbing bubbles, EEEEWWWWW!
So....my cube-mate may or may not have just overshot the cube-neighbor and sent a nerf dart clear across the room...
Is someone making broccoli? It smells like toots!
Is there an NWA for DO_002? coworker: 8 minutes....
(this one was a "had to be there" moment....haha)
Co-worker: When you least expect it, I'll come for you with the Nerf gun. They're Velcro but I wish I had the suction cup ones to stick to your computer monitor. Have you tried to see if they stick?
me: not yet
Co-worker: well, you should so we'd know....that's important.....
me: ....the definition of "important" in the work environment is evidently a bit fluid....
Co-worker: remember... when you least expect it... and the velcro ones... they stick in your hair.
and the good news....4 more days this week to enjoy my wonderful co-workers and perhaps even more Quotes from the Cube Farm ;)
Happy Monday!
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Unpredictable
Unpredictable Francesca Battistelli
Got my thoughts
I got my words
Got this head full of answers
Got You wrapped up
Got You under control
See my future like the past behind me
I think I know where You’re leading
Don’t need no questions
Don’t need no rocking the boat
But I just forget all the mystery
I just forget who You are
(Chorus)
When I know that I know
What You have down the road
When I’m sure that
I’ve figured You out
Help me see that I’m small
That I can’t know it all
‘Cause You’re so unpredictable
‘Cause You’re so unpredictable
You said the foolish
Would shame the wise
To put my faith
In what’s beyond my eyes
And to believe You
I have to come as a child
So help me to rest in the mystery
Of what I can’t understand
(Chorus)
Can’t wrap my mind around You
Can’t put You in a box
Can’t keep You safely contained
You’re gonna move the way
You wanna move today
Just let me follow along
Resurrection and the Life
The passage covers the death of Lazarus and his sisters, Mary and Martha, interacting with Jesus at the funeral. Mary had previously sat at Jesus' feet and washed them with her hair. It takes her longer to come to Jesus with her grief. She stays at the house while Martha runs to Jesus before he gets into town.
In our minds, faithfulness to God means we're protected from certain trials. Martha is crushed and angry demanding to know why He did not save her brother. Neither sister has a full understanding of who Jesus is. At this point, Jesus has not raised anyone from the dead. They've never seen Him act under these circumstances. Bad circumstances do not change how God feels about us. Either God loves us and He is doing whats best for us or He wasn't paying attention.
What happens to your heart when you face difficulty? Do I first try to think of how I could have/can change it? (sin) Do I put my heart, life and trust in God's hands? Where I go in times of trouble shows what I worship.
In John 11:23, Jesus tells Martha that her brother will rise again. Martha has her theology down. She knows about the Messiah but she doesn't understand how this relates to her present suffering. We all have this question. Jesus doesn't draw Martha's hope to the proper understanding of theology. He's taking Lazarus' sisters to a place where their theology is practical not just intellectual. Jesus puts Martha's focus on "I AM"; not on a body of knowledge but on a person; not on her crushed expectations, heartache and frustration but on Jesus Himself.
Martha's beliefs don't penetrate to her life in the here and now. God will bring us to places in our walk with Him where we don't understand to bring us face to face with Jesus Himself and wrestle with Him. Mary didn't face Jesus until Martha came to tell her the Teacher wanted to see her. It took her longer to come to Jesus.
As He asked Mary and Martha, Jesus asks us: "Do you trust me"? "Do you believe"?
How does the reality of my faith get into the nitty gritty of my life?
We're forced to get personal with Jesus as He pulls us out of our complacency. Faithfully and gently, He leads us out past our understanding to places where we have no frame of reference, where we don't know how He works. He's making us trust Him. Sooner or later, in the situation you're in, you'll have to deal with Jesus. Don't pout and say He didn't give you what you deserved. What God has done in the past is a model and a promise for what He'll do in the future but He's too creative to do the same thing twice.
Vs 31, 33 The context of "weep" here as Jesus wept was that of a horse snorting; likely deeply troubled over the lack of belief. They couldn't see things through Jesus' eyes and did not understand God's plan. The Sovereignty of God is never counteracted by and does not discount His empathy. Jesus weeps with them. Though Jesus does not grieve without hope, He's empathetic. Jesus is in the hurt, anxiety, heartbreak with us. Is 53 A man of sorrows, acquainted with grief. God is not in Heaven, arms folded, waiting for us to "get it". He's connected, loving, gentle with those He loves.
God leads us to places we don't understand, where we're angry thinking He didn't show up to glorify Him and deepen our walk.
Risking What is Precious on the Promise of God
In Sunday School, we're in the midst of a series on Romans. The Young Adult Pastor, Steve, delved into Genesis 12, 15 and 17 to give us background on why Paul was referencing Abraham in Romans 4. The study of Abraham was something I really needed to hear. Abraham (then, Abram) and his wife, Sarah, were called by God to be sojourners. To them, it meant leaving family, land, and with it, any sense of security. God promised Abraham would father a great nation but he did not have an offspring. At the time, they didn't even have the scriptures as the Bible had not been written. All they had was God's self-disclosure. Abraham did not leave as he was instructed. He stayed until his father died. God once again commands Abraham to follow be a sojourner; to put all faith and security in God's promise. Abraham and Sarah were not given any direction or specifics just the instruction to go. Abraham is still seeking security. He sleeps with Sarah's handmaid, Hagar, and fathers Ishmael. He also lies about Sarah being his wife saying she was his sister.
In Genesis 15, at nearly 100 years old, Abraham is still waiting on offspring through Sarah, the child of the promise. "Believe" is seen for the first time in the Bible. The context directly connects this concept to that of righteousness.
This is what began to speak most prominently to me: God confronts Abraham and asks him a heart-searching question: Are you willing to trust me with the deepest desires of your heart? Are you willing to risk what is precious to you on the promise of God?
Abraham is still thinking in the present. Without an heir, what good is the promise of the nations? Without land, how was he to feed a family and have security from which to provide for them?
Clearly, Abraham had disobeyed and was still struggling to follow God's commands and see the fulfillment of the promise. Abraham's life connects here to Romans in that he was not declared righteous because of his works. Romans 4:4-5 God is not obligated to bless for works.
This greatly uplifted me in that Gods plans for me are not dependent on my works (or lack of them). Abraham's path to righteousness (faith) was a rocky one. He fell multiple times. Yet, each time, God picked him up and kept reminding him of the promise, of His good and purposeful plans for Abraham's life.
So even as I get scared to give up what is precious and secure to me, God is ever-present, consistently reminding me of His great plans for my life. I can't mess up God's plans.... my stubborn disobedience may delay what He wants to give me, but the promise remains.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
At the Master's Feet
In an outpouring of His grace, God has once again given me some of the most wonderful, encouraging and steadfast sisters I have ever met. A couple of them in particular have been so sacrificial and patient as they've listened to me process and try to figure out what God has in mind... (yea.... I'll eventually learn my lesson about that one....HA!)
One wise sister reminded me that its ok to cry out literally and figuratively and tell God you don't understand. Ahh....sweet freedom in Christ! He may not tell us why but He'll grant the grace and peace to bear the load.
God has been truly faithful in the last couple of months to meet me in whatever state I happen to be in at the time....there's been a lot of confusion, anger, sadness and yet more peace than I've ever experienced. I know He's flooded my life with grace as I've asked question after question in prayer time. I can remember being in this mental, emotional place two or three years ago. I don't remember having this much peace about God's sovereignty and confidence that the steps I am taking are ordained though certainly not what I would have chosen.
I have felt a mental and emotional shift. Things that were once so important (even escapes to "home sweet Tiger Town") I'm now beginning to recognize as idols. Letting go and moving towards what God has planned (essentially, the unknown) doesn't mean I no longer appreciate things He's used mightily in my life in the past. My mom used to tell me that you have to hold your hands open for God to put something in them which also leaves open the opportunity for Him to take things away to make room...
He's placed me where I am to make an impact for Him. I've seen that so clearly recently. Aspects of ministry that I've asked Him to allow me to take part in are now being granted but not in the way I would have imagined... so often, I don't feel adequate to take on the challenges He sets before me. Though, I'm beginning to enjoy being trusted to take them on and how He'll equip me.
Being a young, female believer in the workplace, for instance, has presented me with the daily question of how to firmly stand by convictions while still exuding a gentle and quiet spirit and loving on others. I've learned a lot watching other believers of how to relate to others no matter where they are faith-wise. A humbling lesson to say the least. I never imagined myself enjoying an environment that requires such a constant spiritual state of readiness.
Overall, God's good. I know that. There's something about Him that's impossible to turn away from. Even when I disagree with His direction, He's still faithful. Even when all I can do is vent and cry, He's steadfast and full of compassion. Sitting at His feet, hearing Him repeat how much He loves me and has a plan for me has become such a sweet joy and privilege.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Passion 2011 Main Session 3: Francis Chan
Is 61 Oaks of Righteousness
Rebuild, Renewal, Hope for Haiti
Holy, Holy, Holy -- telling God He's different from us, set apart completely, nothing like him- one being set apart
I Tim 6:15 Sovereign- in control, ruler
meditate on His word- thank God for each breath for 30 seconds- a fragile feeling
The sole being in charge of everything loves me and takes care of me
Phil 1:27
Let your manner of life be worthy of the gospel (good news) of Christ --Our response should be worthy- giddy, excited, amazed, filled with joy
Worthy: balanced (as a scale) Good news of the Gospel weighed against your life When they're equal, you're living in light of what you believe
Is 14 satan: "I will ascend"
contrasted: Jesus descended (servant, obedient, sacrifice)
If you are constantly trying to lift yourself up, you are taking on the characteristic of the enemy
Luke 14- Lazarus and the rich man
Rev 20- if you believe the weight on one side of the scale, how does my life look in light of it?
You cant pick and choose what you want to "leave in" the Bible
can people look at your life and tell you believe in hell and that you've been saved from it?
ultimate salvation and joy over rescue
Matt 25 Weight of Glory Jesus' return
can people look at your life and see you believe he's coming back to retrieve only His own?
you don't need to be radical or extreme: make your life make sense- act out what you say you believe
Have so much joy that everyone believes you were saved by a Holy God
Strive side by side -unafraid then the world will believe....
Passion 2011 Main Session 2: Beth Moore
Rom 12:1-2 "but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect" --> complete
God has allowed us, even as moral creatures, the ability to discern His will. His plan is how he executes that will
Good will: complete for your calling, good for you and to you. We cannot know this will without the renewal of the mind- we cannot just continue to think with our old thoughts and reasoning (natural mind). They must be renewed. It takes the renewal of the mind to discern His will for me.
Anything that impacts your calling or His for-ordained purpose for you on the planet. He has a personalized, specialized will for your life.
There is something you were pre-wired to be most fulfilled by (will of God)
We'll never find it without the renewed mind
I'm here in this generation, in this place, at this time to bring fame to God in my sphere of influence.
I will have to have the indwelling of the Holy Spirit to fulfill His calling on my life- it is more than I can humanly, naturally do.
Discerning the will of God is something you fight for in the Spirit, not natural man. Heb 10:35-36 We're sinfully wired for self-preservation. Its not easy or natural to fight and discern (battle and beauty of the mind)
Gen 2:7 Man was formed from the dust of the earth -including the brain
Job 21:6 Impact of the mind-knowing what we're doing and why
Jer 29:11 (KJV) He thinks thoughts towards me (actively)
It is a lie to believe real change isn't possible
children of God can completely change our minds (repentance) =changing your mind in such a way that it changes your actions 2 Cor 10:3-5
Battle and Beauty of the mind is won intentionally -we don't fight with the weapons of the world
"take every thought captive"- to give direction not to cap off
Renew the mind. I would not be more free outside God's control
Stronghold- anything with mastery over you, gets away from you. that you dont often get away from ---jealousy, addiction, rejection, pride, insecurity
It pretends to have more power over us than God
Eph 4:17-19 New Testament definition of addiction- continual lust for more (behavior, substance, thoughts, etc) We try to manage it but it taks over
What we're giving it becomes not enough as it grows- it cries for more, there is no way to contain or manage
2 Tim 2:26 For every plan God has for my life, satan has a plot against it
Is it possible to live in mental victory? Ps 119:133 Let no sin rule over me!
We'll never be sinless on earth but if we cooperate with mental renewal, there is an ongoing sanctification There is enough power in Christ for us to not have to walk with any sin having dominion over us (proactive dominion sin)
I Cor 6:12 I will not be mastered by anything besides the Holy Spirit
destructive and distracting thought patterns
Doing what He's called you to do requires focus on Him- this is a challenge because we have so much going on. There is a need to let distractions go!
to be anointed by His power, we must learn to frequently shut every other door to every pipe trying to pour into the mind
Renew our minds before God- He doesn't yell, His voice is still and small Ps 27:4
The mind must get renewed to hear the one voice that matters JUST DO ONE THING!
Take thoughts captive for Christ so the unlimited capacity of the Holy Spirit will be unleashed on you Memorize Scripture!
We can know Christ Luke 2:18-19
Mary wasnt just amazed as everyone else- she thought it through
"pondered" likened to Joseph's father, Jacob
"keeping in mind" things that happened we cant just stop at amazement, we must stop and dwell on what God's trying to say to us
Destructive patterns
The more we think some way, the more we "burn a path" physiologically
the thought eventually becomes ingrained: the path is paved, toll road with a cost
This can happen with good or bad thought patterns
We can begin to think a new thought about an old situation - renewing of the mind
Think new thoughts about the old thing
Mercy and ministry come out of renewal
Change how you think to change how you feel- change the heart
I Cor 2: 9-10 No mind has conceived what God has intended for us but God has revealed it through the Holy Spirit
Luke 24- Jesus opened His disciples' minds to understand the scriptures
Mark 12:28-30
Love Him with your mind
Give God your mind and He'll blow it for you.