Day 2 Evening Main Session was Francis Chan
This was one of the messages that stuck with me the most.
Some saw Jesus raise Lazarus and still chose to deny- some are hardened soil
2 Pet 3:1 Stir up your sincere mind with a reminder
God will still get you there after wrong turns It may take a little longer and you'll have to listen but He can and will
*illustration of a GPS "recalculating"
Read with reverence for the Word of God
Is 66:2 He looks for the humble, contrite in spirit who trembles at His Word
Matt 17--Transfiguration Peter, James, John on the Mount with Jesus
Do you know what you're asking when you ask God to speak to you? The voice of God
2 Pet 1:16-21 Peter heard the actual, audible voice of God He says we have something better, more sure
The Word of God- its true yesterday, today and tomorrow
Crave the Word. Read and tremble
What we see and call "church" and "Christian" in society is different from whats in the Word
II Pet 1:1 Peter writes that he's writing to people of equal faith standing- my faith is of equal standing with Peter, an apostle!
I am not some less loved kid I am just as much a child of God as any and all of my siblings even apostles and the great theologians and teachers of modern day
When others look at my life- the grace and peace- do they wish they had my (Heavenly) Father?
v3 His Divine power has granted us all things pertaining to life and Godliness
If you believe this as God's Word and you're not living a Godly life, its your own fault
He's given me everything I need to live a Godly life walking with Him
when you mess up, confess it Stop making excuses and explaining why its so hard
God's Word says I am a partaker of Divine nature v 4
II Pet 2:20-22 A pig will be a pig unless his nature changes he'll go back to the mud
He's referring to those in spiritual culture (getting "hosed off") but not getting a new nature
Rom 2:4 God's kindness is meant to lead you to repentance
anger, addictions, lack of kindness....
If the Holy Spirit (new nature) is in you, you have the power over these things
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Passion 2010 Main Session: Beth Moore
The speaker for the morning main session on Day 2 was Beth Moore. She focused a lot on what God uses to equip His children for His purposes I recently finished reading through Hebrews (one of the main books she used) Its essentially full of redemption history: the difference between life under the law and freedom in Christ after His sacrifice that bought our lives.
Luke 24:45 Love for God is a gift of the Holy Spirit
Hebrews 13: 20-22 God has a specific, individualized plan for my life
vs 21: equip
What does ministry look like? How does it play out? (practically)
time plays a huge role
What do you what me to be? Who have you called me to be?
My life fits into the kingdom purpose plan
He has promised to equip us as He fulfills His will through His plan for individuals. The author of Hebrews packs everything back into the benediction
God's will for me is good! Let that sink in Phil 1:6z
Good= beneficial
I'm here to do good- leaving the world better after I'm gone
Greek for equip--> (broader in greek)
prepare, adjust, fit, readjust, supply, mend, complete
4 ways He equips:
1) By preparing us
He's been preparing for me since the creation of the universe
Eph 2:10 He prepared our works in advance
2 Tim 1:5-6
2 lines/strings coming into Timothy's ministry
1) natural blood line 2) Spiritual influence --Paul was Timothy's spiritual father Others cant own your faith for you! (even in a home that taught and exalted Christ)
not one detail has been wasted!
Rom 8:28 even tragedies and horrible circumstances are used (meant to be used) for equipping and His glory
2) He equips us by adjusting us
He puts us in situations where we feel we don't fit- situations that provide finishing
The biggest adjustments will be to people
constant flux and change- new situation so that we'll be a new person and character
I am not finished
If you feel like you don't fit, there's a reason why its fitting
Don't run until He releases you
Until you're around the people who bring you the worst in you, you're not in a position for God to bring out the best in you
3) By Repairing us
dominant themes of "equip" --prepare and repair
dont surrender to ministry, surrender to Jesus- to go anywhere to do anything with Him
the "call" is to Himself- following Him, you'll do His will
Gal 6:1
restore= equip (same root Greek)
Repairing is constant You want to keep it together
Resetting or mending a broken bone
Broken relationships, vows promises
If you don't allow this restoration, you wont be equipped
Telling God: I wish you wouldn't have had to pick me up from that pit or sin
will you be angry or allow God to restore
God always wills to restore people not positions- hanging on to positions is pride
Heb 4:13 Grace and Mercy
you dont have to be ashamed to need grace and mercy- hold your head up
4) By filling us
Heb 13:20-21 Through Jesus Christ
You cant do what you've been called to do Only Jesus can fulfill His great purpose
How much will you give way to Him? If you determine to hold on to carnality, you'll miss it
He wont use the carnal
Stop trying to run in someone else's lane- run your own race! Don't compare yourself to anyone else.
Luke 24:45 Love for God is a gift of the Holy Spirit
Hebrews 13: 20-22 God has a specific, individualized plan for my life
vs 21: equip
What does ministry look like? How does it play out? (practically)
time plays a huge role
What do you what me to be? Who have you called me to be?
My life fits into the kingdom purpose plan
He has promised to equip us as He fulfills His will through His plan for individuals. The author of Hebrews packs everything back into the benediction
God's will for me is good! Let that sink in Phil 1:6z
Good= beneficial
I'm here to do good- leaving the world better after I'm gone
Greek for equip--> (broader in greek)
prepare, adjust, fit, readjust, supply, mend, complete
4 ways He equips:
1) By preparing us
He's been preparing for me since the creation of the universe
Eph 2:10 He prepared our works in advance
2 Tim 1:5-6
2 lines/strings coming into Timothy's ministry
1) natural blood line 2) Spiritual influence --Paul was Timothy's spiritual father Others cant own your faith for you! (even in a home that taught and exalted Christ)
not one detail has been wasted!
Rom 8:28 even tragedies and horrible circumstances are used (meant to be used) for equipping and His glory
2) He equips us by adjusting us
He puts us in situations where we feel we don't fit- situations that provide finishing
The biggest adjustments will be to people
constant flux and change- new situation so that we'll be a new person and character
I am not finished
If you feel like you don't fit, there's a reason why its fitting
Don't run until He releases you
Until you're around the people who bring you the worst in you, you're not in a position for God to bring out the best in you
3) By Repairing us
dominant themes of "equip" --prepare and repair
dont surrender to ministry, surrender to Jesus- to go anywhere to do anything with Him
the "call" is to Himself- following Him, you'll do His will
Gal 6:1
restore= equip (same root Greek)
Repairing is constant You want to keep it together
Resetting or mending a broken bone
Broken relationships, vows promises
If you don't allow this restoration, you wont be equipped
Telling God: I wish you wouldn't have had to pick me up from that pit or sin
will you be angry or allow God to restore
God always wills to restore people not positions- hanging on to positions is pride
Heb 4:13 Grace and Mercy
you dont have to be ashamed to need grace and mercy- hold your head up
4) By filling us
Heb 13:20-21 Through Jesus Christ
You cant do what you've been called to do Only Jesus can fulfill His great purpose
How much will you give way to Him? If you determine to hold on to carnality, you'll miss it
He wont use the carnal
Stop trying to run in someone else's lane- run your own race! Don't compare yourself to anyone else.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Passion 2010: Community Group Study
The routine for Passion was Community Group, main session, lunch, breakouts, afternoon/dinner break (when we picked up late night tickets), Main Session, Community Group, late night LONG days but so packed with amazing theology, wisdom, fellowship and seeing God in new, awe-inducing ways.
Every Community Group at Passion did a study of Colossians 1. It was used to either introduce or remind us of Interactive Bible Study:
Reading a passage and asking:
1. What is the context? (whats going on-to whom, when why)
2. What does it say? (original language)
3. What is God saying about Himself?
4. What does it mean? Implication
5. What does it mean to me? Application
We started with Col 1:15-20 discussing each question with our family groups then Kyle lead us through it as a community group.
Here are some of my notes:
context- Colossians was written to the church at Colossae (modern day Turkey) Paul probably hadnt been to Colossae which was no longer the city center (it was then Laodicia) At the time, starting a church meant evangelizing to those who had never heard, seen or met Jesus (though many doing the evangelizing had) They were dependent on church leaders Paul is in prison. Colosae was in trouble- believing lies that they are still under the law. The fear was that they'd abandon the faith.
Vs 15 His is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn
greek-icon Jesus is the exact representation of God but not an idol He is God- God revealed Himself in Jesus. John 14:9
Firstborn- Supreme
Greek means first Son of God: Jewish- rights and privileges, authority
Prominence not sequence, rank
What does this mean: Implications
If Jesus is the icon, there is no other special revelation coming or needed
What does it mean for me?
Nothing will satisfy like Christ does- the icon, Knowing God is possible through Jesus, Jesus is worthy to be followed- He's supreme.
Vs 16 For by Him all things were created...by Him and for Him
context: Jesus is initiator All things are made to serve and glorify Him
Implications: As creator, Jesus couldnt be created; All power and creativity are in my Saviors hands
--I LOVED this! I love being creative so hearing things like all creativity is in His control reminds me of why things like photography are a form of worship for me. I feel more drawn to Him while expressing creativity.
Satan can only do what our Savior permits Jesus has all power and authority
If all things are for Him, my life exists to serve and glorify Him
What does this mean for me?
If Jesus has authority, I'll fear no evil- all even submits to MY GOD!
Before thinking of myself as gifted, I am a created masterpiece of God
My day is different if I am focused on my purpose to serve and glorify Him This truth changes my life, career path, etc Work and live with the purpose of serving and glorifying God -- this is something I try to remind myself of before going to work. Thinking of unpleasant tasks as serving the purpose of glorifying God definitely changes my attitude towards them.
vs 17 He is before all things and in Him all things hold together
What does it say?
Keeping all things in continuous stability My Savior holds solar systems and my cardiovascular system in place
what does this mean?
He's in and around all aspects of my life, All things continue and exist by the pleasure of His will
Trouble in the world isnt Christ's weakness its all for God's purposes and glory in ways we cant comprehend Part of His plan for history.
What does it mean to me?
I can trust Him with my life.
Vs 18 He is head
What does it say? Church=Body; He's the head Jesus is first of many to be raised
what does it mean? Dont rely on something so temporary when you have something so eternal and valuable Pre-eminent- we wont see the end to His glory We wouldnt want a God we can fully understand
What does it mean to me?
Jesus is possessive over His bride. He has control over every aspect- the messy and the beautiful. We are to fulfill His purpose here and to be His hands and feet
Every church leadership flow chart begins with Jesus
How do I do _______(college/vocation) world while keeping Jesus supreme?
Vs 19 For in Him all the fullness of God was pleased to dwell (greek: to be at home permanently)
Implications: every part of God was resident in Jesus Fully God
What does it mean to me? Through Jesus, I have complete access to God- not a substitute
Vs 20 Through Him to reconcile to Himself all things
God initiates reconciliation with us
There was nothing we could do It pleased God to secure the peace we could never accomplish on our own
The way to restoration with God is the cross - personal faith in Him
I have been reconciled- there is peace between me and God
Every Community Group at Passion did a study of Colossians 1. It was used to either introduce or remind us of Interactive Bible Study:
Reading a passage and asking:
1. What is the context? (whats going on-to whom, when why)
2. What does it say? (original language)
3. What is God saying about Himself?
4. What does it mean? Implication
5. What does it mean to me? Application
We started with Col 1:15-20 discussing each question with our family groups then Kyle lead us through it as a community group.
Here are some of my notes:
context- Colossians was written to the church at Colossae (modern day Turkey) Paul probably hadnt been to Colossae which was no longer the city center (it was then Laodicia) At the time, starting a church meant evangelizing to those who had never heard, seen or met Jesus (though many doing the evangelizing had) They were dependent on church leaders Paul is in prison. Colosae was in trouble- believing lies that they are still under the law. The fear was that they'd abandon the faith.
Vs 15 His is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn
greek-icon Jesus is the exact representation of God but not an idol He is God- God revealed Himself in Jesus. John 14:9
Firstborn- Supreme
Greek means first Son of God: Jewish- rights and privileges, authority
Prominence not sequence, rank
What does this mean: Implications
If Jesus is the icon, there is no other special revelation coming or needed
What does it mean for me?
Nothing will satisfy like Christ does- the icon, Knowing God is possible through Jesus, Jesus is worthy to be followed- He's supreme.
Vs 16 For by Him all things were created...by Him and for Him
context: Jesus is initiator All things are made to serve and glorify Him
Implications: As creator, Jesus couldnt be created; All power and creativity are in my Saviors hands
--I LOVED this! I love being creative so hearing things like all creativity is in His control reminds me of why things like photography are a form of worship for me. I feel more drawn to Him while expressing creativity.
Satan can only do what our Savior permits Jesus has all power and authority
If all things are for Him, my life exists to serve and glorify Him
What does this mean for me?
If Jesus has authority, I'll fear no evil- all even submits to MY GOD!
Before thinking of myself as gifted, I am a created masterpiece of God
My day is different if I am focused on my purpose to serve and glorify Him This truth changes my life, career path, etc Work and live with the purpose of serving and glorifying God -- this is something I try to remind myself of before going to work. Thinking of unpleasant tasks as serving the purpose of glorifying God definitely changes my attitude towards them.
vs 17 He is before all things and in Him all things hold together
What does it say?
Keeping all things in continuous stability My Savior holds solar systems and my cardiovascular system in place
what does this mean?
He's in and around all aspects of my life, All things continue and exist by the pleasure of His will
Trouble in the world isnt Christ's weakness its all for God's purposes and glory in ways we cant comprehend Part of His plan for history.
What does it mean to me?
I can trust Him with my life.
Vs 18 He is head
What does it say? Church=Body; He's the head Jesus is first of many to be raised
what does it mean? Dont rely on something so temporary when you have something so eternal and valuable Pre-eminent- we wont see the end to His glory We wouldnt want a God we can fully understand
What does it mean to me?
Jesus is possessive over His bride. He has control over every aspect- the messy and the beautiful. We are to fulfill His purpose here and to be His hands and feet
Every church leadership flow chart begins with Jesus
How do I do _______(college/vocation) world while keeping Jesus supreme?
Vs 19 For in Him all the fullness of God was pleased to dwell (greek: to be at home permanently)
Implications: every part of God was resident in Jesus Fully God
What does it mean to me? Through Jesus, I have complete access to God- not a substitute
Vs 20 Through Him to reconcile to Himself all things
God initiates reconciliation with us
There was nothing we could do It pleased God to secure the peace we could never accomplish on our own
The way to restoration with God is the cross - personal faith in Him
I have been reconciled- there is peace between me and God
Passion 2010: Awakening
Awake, my soul!
Awake, harp and lyre!
I will awaken the dawn.
I will praise you, O Lord, among the nations;
I will sing of you among the peoples.
For great is your love, reaching to the heavens;
your faithfulness reaches to the skies.
Be exalted, O God, above the heavens;
let your glory be over all the earth. Psalm 57:8-11
Louie Giglio posted this passage on his blog shortly after the conclusion of Passion. The mission statement of Passion has always been (and will continue to be) Isaiah 26:8-- a generation united, passionate to see Jesus made famous.
Each conference, though, does have a different focus. Louie Giglio's message in the opening main session introduced the focus for Passion 2010: Awakening.
He defined Awakening as "trading in something small (lives we control) for something huge (a life that fits into His plans, spent for God's purposes- a plan greater than anything we could dream of).
He spoke out of John 11, the death of Lazarus. His friends and family were asking where Jesus was and why He didn't care enough to come immediately. Even the disciples were asking Jesus why they weren't going to Lazarus sooner. Louie explained that according to verse 4, its possible that the pain you're going through is receiving a response of "I love you, but its for God's glory"
Jesus went to "wake" Lazarus (as well as everyone else there observing!)
*the following is transcribed out of my notes so it may seem scattered but I think its fairly straightforward to stand without explanation**
"Some of us have fallen asleep" and "God wants to bring a rattling vision of the Almighty God to shake my tiny world". "Jesus, wake me up from just existing"
vs 15: "For your sake, I am glad I was not there, so that you may believe" --Jesus knew it was better for them to see Lazarus awakened than if He'd saved him from death
vs 34-36 Jesus wept over Lazarus' death He WAS upset that his FRIEND died!
Martha objected to Jesus rolling back the grave stone because Lazarus' body would have started to decay (stench)
Some need to be awakened and the stench behind the stone is overpowering but God's not afraid of our stench! He's not offended by our humanity Move the doubt-- the "I tried and failed" mentality, move the "it wont work for me", Jesus called to God for the benefit of those listening. He already knew Lazarus would be awakened.
He told Lazarus to take off his grave clothes and come to Jesus Wake up to who you are, what mending you need ....
Take off the grave clothes! Go beyond just knowing God. Unpeel the layers, be unbound and free.
The timing was no accident: vs 45 The passover was drawing near and many more people were around Many put their faith in Him after seeing Lazarus raised (Lazarus' death and awakening served a greater purpose for the Glory of God)
Lazarus' family held a party for Jesus. Celebrate the One who raised you, invite Him into your space, call your friends around, pour out something extravagant that matches His work. Let those around you see you dead and after resurrection. Someone they know personally - let them witness a great change.
Jesus was made more famous in Bethany BECAUSE of Lazarus' death More will come to know Jesus BECAUSE I go through the fire! He'll become more famous now with the testimony of my resurrection.
vs 24 Unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies it remains alone but if it dies it bears much fruit
Jesus didn't cry to be bailed out He cried for God to be glorified. Could God be glorified, made famous, if Jesus said "no" to the cross? yes but b/c Jesus traded something for larger, God's MORE famous.
Awake, harp and lyre!
I will awaken the dawn.
I will praise you, O Lord, among the nations;
I will sing of you among the peoples.
For great is your love, reaching to the heavens;
your faithfulness reaches to the skies.
Be exalted, O God, above the heavens;
let your glory be over all the earth. Psalm 57:8-11
Louie Giglio posted this passage on his blog shortly after the conclusion of Passion. The mission statement of Passion has always been (and will continue to be) Isaiah 26:8-- a generation united, passionate to see Jesus made famous.
Each conference, though, does have a different focus. Louie Giglio's message in the opening main session introduced the focus for Passion 2010: Awakening.
He defined Awakening as "trading in something small (lives we control) for something huge (a life that fits into His plans, spent for God's purposes- a plan greater than anything we could dream of).
He spoke out of John 11, the death of Lazarus. His friends and family were asking where Jesus was and why He didn't care enough to come immediately. Even the disciples were asking Jesus why they weren't going to Lazarus sooner. Louie explained that according to verse 4, its possible that the pain you're going through is receiving a response of "I love you, but its for God's glory"
Jesus went to "wake" Lazarus (as well as everyone else there observing!)
*the following is transcribed out of my notes so it may seem scattered but I think its fairly straightforward to stand without explanation**
"Some of us have fallen asleep" and "God wants to bring a rattling vision of the Almighty God to shake my tiny world". "Jesus, wake me up from just existing"
vs 15: "For your sake, I am glad I was not there, so that you may believe" --Jesus knew it was better for them to see Lazarus awakened than if He'd saved him from death
vs 34-36 Jesus wept over Lazarus' death He WAS upset that his FRIEND died!
Martha objected to Jesus rolling back the grave stone because Lazarus' body would have started to decay (stench)
Some need to be awakened and the stench behind the stone is overpowering but God's not afraid of our stench! He's not offended by our humanity Move the doubt-- the "I tried and failed" mentality, move the "it wont work for me", Jesus called to God for the benefit of those listening. He already knew Lazarus would be awakened.
He told Lazarus to take off his grave clothes and come to Jesus Wake up to who you are, what mending you need ....
Take off the grave clothes! Go beyond just knowing God. Unpeel the layers, be unbound and free.
The timing was no accident: vs 45 The passover was drawing near and many more people were around Many put their faith in Him after seeing Lazarus raised (Lazarus' death and awakening served a greater purpose for the Glory of God)
Lazarus' family held a party for Jesus. Celebrate the One who raised you, invite Him into your space, call your friends around, pour out something extravagant that matches His work. Let those around you see you dead and after resurrection. Someone they know personally - let them witness a great change.
Jesus was made more famous in Bethany BECAUSE of Lazarus' death More will come to know Jesus BECAUSE I go through the fire! He'll become more famous now with the testimony of my resurrection.
vs 24 Unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies it remains alone but if it dies it bears much fruit
Jesus didn't cry to be bailed out He cried for God to be glorified. Could God be glorified, made famous, if Jesus said "no" to the cross? yes but b/c Jesus traded something for larger, God's MORE famous.
Passion 2010!
Yes Lord, walking in the way of your truth we wait eagerly for you for your Name and Renown are the desire of our souls Isaiah 26:8
The past month has flown by! I arrived in Atlanta for Passion on January 2nd and left on the 5th. It was such a blessing to get to attend! God definitely paved the way making His hands in the process so evident. I know the same hands that cleared the path for me to Passion 2010 were also the ones holding me through some difficult spiritual lessons and sustaining me now as I'll be held spiritually responsible for what I've learned. It was definitely a challenging, convicting, growing, healing and encouraging time! As with SummerLINK, I know I'll be processing through and applying what I learned there for years!
The blessings of the conference began even before arrival. I drove up to Clemson to join my group for the drive to Atlanta. With just four girls in the car, we were able to talk about Passion, to pray together and to listen to the arrival podcast that Louie Giglio had recorded to help us get our minds and hearts ready for a very powerful few days. I also printed off the 16-day prayer journey to read on the way. It was great to be with Clemson girls and to have that time of fellowship and community prayer before getting to Atlanta.
The magnitude of what God was trying to do in my heart started hitting me even during worship in the first main session. Chris Tomlin, Christy Nockels Charlie Hall and Matt Redman all lead from the two venues. (Phillips arena cant hold all of Passion so a portion of the group watches the message from the Georgia World Congress Center Arena but they have a separate live worship band) We had Charlie Hall live. He asked "Who is God as he lead "Chainbreaker" -- liberator, heart Savior. He asked "What has God done?" as he lead "Song of the Redeemed" --set us free, purified our hearts and made us clean. Then: "Who are we?" We are Yours. One of the worship leaders said something that struck me "He took the punishment that brought us PEACE" That really got my mind set on God for worship and the message. Louie gave the first message and really set the tone for Passion (as really only he could).
After the first awesome main session, it was on to our first Community Group! We were told by Louie (on the podcast as well as after arrival) that Community Groups would be the place of greatest personal growth during our time at Passion. That was reiterated by our Community Group leader as he opened the first meeting. Louie recorded messages for each of probably 20 Community Groups. With over 21,000 18-25 year olds attending Passion, each Community Group contained about 1,000. He welcomed us to the "Lime Green" Community Group and introduced our leader.
Kyle Dunn is a college pastor serving Baylor University and an old friend of the Giglio's from their time in TX. He's married with 3 kids and is an undoubtedly gifted teacher. And then the real fun began haha. Kyle told us all to "gather our goodies" (backpacks, purses, jackets--there was a lot of layering going....didn't know a "southern city" could get that cold!) and just start "mingling" around the room. When Kyle said stop we had to link arms with someone near us. This little routine was repeated two more times until groups each had 8 people. These are family groups. They're created with the intention of more intimate community during Passion. (pictured below is my family group with Kyle)
While main sessions and breakouts are awesome, they're completed by the opportunity to process everything with a group of loving brothers and sisters. As Kyle simply yet almost profoundly put it: you processing out loud helps others connect the dots. It's so true! I learn more when I can verbally process with others. Sometimes they can articulate something I just can't put into words. I'm convinced that my group was hand-picked by God for me! So many different backgrounds and things to bring to the discussion table.....Our time together and the new friendships formed have been such sweet blessings! We spent that first meeting getting to know each other and preparing for the first full day of passion.
After Community Group, I attended my first late night concert: David Crowder! I'd seen Crowder at Passion Regionals as well as at a concert in Easley my Sr yr of college. I really wanted to take advantage of all aspects of Passion though. The concert was in Phillips on the main stage. Crowder is incredibly funny as an entertainer!
Of course, it was still worship but more laid back than main sessions. Crowder concerts are just fun in general. He's not my favorite of the artists but I do enjoy his band's creativity. They have something called the "keytar". Basically a keyboard worn like a guitar with a neck strap. They have a "band member" named Steve who's actually a robotic drummer. One of the band members also modified a Guitar Hero guitar to be played on stage. At some point in the show they usually play the theme to Mario Brothers.(yes, the video game! haha) It's all pretty crazy and fun to watch! On a serious note though, I read Crowders book, Praise Habit a couple years ago. Its a very insightful and spiritually growing commentary on select chapters in Psalms. David Crowder is definitely not conventional but He is truly a solid worship leader with a great deal to impart on a generation needing more people they can look to who will point them to Christ.
We finished up a little after midnight and headed back to the hotels. Our walk to and from included going through Centennial park. It was still decorated for Christmas and the city was lit up all around us at night. There were so many positive aspects of Passion for the mind, body, and spirit. The walk to and from the hotel each day was so good for my mind and body! I felt great physically with so much activity those few days! Though it was COLD, the morning and evening walks were one of my favorite aspects of Passion.
Most of the 2010 attendees had never been to a Passion Conference (or had just attended the regional in 08- the last full conference was held in 2007) so for the majority, the next day was something completely new.
The past month has flown by! I arrived in Atlanta for Passion on January 2nd and left on the 5th. It was such a blessing to get to attend! God definitely paved the way making His hands in the process so evident. I know the same hands that cleared the path for me to Passion 2010 were also the ones holding me through some difficult spiritual lessons and sustaining me now as I'll be held spiritually responsible for what I've learned. It was definitely a challenging, convicting, growing, healing and encouraging time! As with SummerLINK, I know I'll be processing through and applying what I learned there for years!
The blessings of the conference began even before arrival. I drove up to Clemson to join my group for the drive to Atlanta. With just four girls in the car, we were able to talk about Passion, to pray together and to listen to the arrival podcast that Louie Giglio had recorded to help us get our minds and hearts ready for a very powerful few days. I also printed off the 16-day prayer journey to read on the way. It was great to be with Clemson girls and to have that time of fellowship and community prayer before getting to Atlanta.
The magnitude of what God was trying to do in my heart started hitting me even during worship in the first main session. Chris Tomlin, Christy Nockels Charlie Hall and Matt Redman all lead from the two venues. (Phillips arena cant hold all of Passion so a portion of the group watches the message from the Georgia World Congress Center Arena but they have a separate live worship band) We had Charlie Hall live. He asked "Who is God as he lead "Chainbreaker" -- liberator, heart Savior. He asked "What has God done?" as he lead "Song of the Redeemed" --set us free, purified our hearts and made us clean. Then: "Who are we?" We are Yours. One of the worship leaders said something that struck me "He took the punishment that brought us PEACE" That really got my mind set on God for worship and the message. Louie gave the first message and really set the tone for Passion (as really only he could).
After the first awesome main session, it was on to our first Community Group! We were told by Louie (on the podcast as well as after arrival) that Community Groups would be the place of greatest personal growth during our time at Passion. That was reiterated by our Community Group leader as he opened the first meeting. Louie recorded messages for each of probably 20 Community Groups. With over 21,000 18-25 year olds attending Passion, each Community Group contained about 1,000. He welcomed us to the "Lime Green" Community Group and introduced our leader.
Kyle Dunn is a college pastor serving Baylor University and an old friend of the Giglio's from their time in TX. He's married with 3 kids and is an undoubtedly gifted teacher. And then the real fun began haha. Kyle told us all to "gather our goodies" (backpacks, purses, jackets--there was a lot of layering going....didn't know a "southern city" could get that cold!) and just start "mingling" around the room. When Kyle said stop we had to link arms with someone near us. This little routine was repeated two more times until groups each had 8 people. These are family groups. They're created with the intention of more intimate community during Passion. (pictured below is my family group with Kyle)
While main sessions and breakouts are awesome, they're completed by the opportunity to process everything with a group of loving brothers and sisters. As Kyle simply yet almost profoundly put it: you processing out loud helps others connect the dots. It's so true! I learn more when I can verbally process with others. Sometimes they can articulate something I just can't put into words. I'm convinced that my group was hand-picked by God for me! So many different backgrounds and things to bring to the discussion table.....Our time together and the new friendships formed have been such sweet blessings! We spent that first meeting getting to know each other and preparing for the first full day of passion.
After Community Group, I attended my first late night concert: David Crowder! I'd seen Crowder at Passion Regionals as well as at a concert in Easley my Sr yr of college. I really wanted to take advantage of all aspects of Passion though. The concert was in Phillips on the main stage. Crowder is incredibly funny as an entertainer!
Of course, it was still worship but more laid back than main sessions. Crowder concerts are just fun in general. He's not my favorite of the artists but I do enjoy his band's creativity. They have something called the "keytar". Basically a keyboard worn like a guitar with a neck strap. They have a "band member" named Steve who's actually a robotic drummer. One of the band members also modified a Guitar Hero guitar to be played on stage. At some point in the show they usually play the theme to Mario Brothers.(yes, the video game! haha) It's all pretty crazy and fun to watch! On a serious note though, I read Crowders book, Praise Habit a couple years ago. Its a very insightful and spiritually growing commentary on select chapters in Psalms. David Crowder is definitely not conventional but He is truly a solid worship leader with a great deal to impart on a generation needing more people they can look to who will point them to Christ.
We finished up a little after midnight and headed back to the hotels. Our walk to and from included going through Centennial park. It was still decorated for Christmas and the city was lit up all around us at night. There were so many positive aspects of Passion for the mind, body, and spirit. The walk to and from the hotel each day was so good for my mind and body! I felt great physically with so much activity those few days! Though it was COLD, the morning and evening walks were one of my favorite aspects of Passion.
Most of the 2010 attendees had never been to a Passion Conference (or had just attended the regional in 08- the last full conference was held in 2007) so for the majority, the next day was something completely new.
Just for Fun
There have been a couple Facebook trends recently. One is changing your profile picture to that of a celebrity you think you physically resemble. (I skipped this one in case you were wondering) The other is looking up the meaning of your name on UrbanDictionary.com
I thought this would be fun. Here are the first three definitions (the others are just too outlandish...)
1.
2.
the nicest people in the world.... some may think they're kinda weird or a tad nuts but when you see past it you'll see they are the best people to have around.
they sing, they dance and they love.
very talkative, funny, cuddly, loveable and just all round fantastic people.
3.
Granted, NONE of these are really me but they ARE submitted by random authors whom I've never met. I got a little chuckle out of it. Now aren't you excited to see the urban definition of your name?? ;)
I thought this would be fun. Here are the first three definitions (the others are just too outlandish...)
1.
| A beautiful and sophisticated woman that will probably never give you the time of day. Generally they have advanced degrees, wear very high heels and know that you are not worthy. |
2.
the nicest people in the world.... some may think they're kinda weird or a tad nuts but when you see past it you'll see they are the best people to have around.
they sing, they dance and they love.
very talkative, funny, cuddly, loveable and just all round fantastic people.
3.
| The most amazing girl... eyes that shine, with hair a curl, and smile that lights a room. Her looks are the beginning of the journey with her, her soul beams brighter than her amazing beauty. To know her is to love her |
Granted, NONE of these are really me but they ARE submitted by random authors whom I've never met. I got a little chuckle out of it. Now aren't you excited to see the urban definition of your name?? ;)
Saturday, January 23, 2010
"Sometimes There is a Bow"
I had the blessing to attend Passion 2010 Jan 2-5th. God's hand and heart are so clearly seen in these conferences as thousands of college students and young adults from around the world gather to make Jesus famous.
My first Passion event (after hearing about them for at least two years!) was a 2-day Passion '08 Regional in Atlanta. It was then I knew I really wanted to attend a 4-day conference while I was still in the "student" age group. (Passion attendees are 18-25 years old) Louie Giglio, the founder and still leader of the Passion movement, preached a three-part message, entitled Hope, at Regionals. With permission, he read passages from the journal of a girl named Ashley. The passages unfolded Ashley's testimony and the influence of her roommate, Christa, a Christian and Passion '07 attendee. Correspondence between Ashley and Louie Giglio began as Ashley wrote to Louie as a Senior at the University of Florida. (the first email Ashley wrote to Louie is posted on the Passion Blog for Jan 30th, 2007) Louie read some of her emails along with the journal passages. He also read emails from a young boy torn by a great tragedy, confused as to where God was in it all. The boy's older sister had recently passed away of severe internal bleeding after a car accident. She was just days away from her college graduation. Louie said it took him days to respond to the boy because he was at such a loss for words....he didnt want to resort to the cliches or empty comfort... In the end he told the boy to look to the Cross. It's not ok and it'll never be the same again but God is steadfast. His plans are to give us a hope and a future. He is the only light in the darkness.
As the story progressed, we learned that this boy was Ashley's brother. Ashley passed away in May of 2008. The telling and retelling of her testimony throughout the Passion movement and beyond has brought many to Christ! Her death, though heart-wrenching for her family, friends and anyone who hears her story, is not in vain but for the glory of God! It has also brought countless more to the foot of the cross in times of fading hope and faith; when circumstances cloud our view of Christ.
Something Ashley's brother wrote to Louie stood out to me: he had taken some time to be alone with God- to cry, to be angry, to ask God why He didn't save his sister when so many were fervently praying for her to recover from her injuries.... God reminded him that he did save Ashley.... She had written to Louie that she had "life for the first time in [her] 22 years" when she met Jesus. By God's grace, Ashley accepted Christ as her Savior five months before she passed away.
As Louie preached the Passion 08 messages, unfolding Ashley's testimony, he also drew in the effect her testimony had on her family. Ashley's mother, step father and brother were believers but her father was an atheist at the time Ashley became a Christian. After Ashley's mother wrote Louie to inform him of Ashley's passing, her brother and father also corresponded with Louie. Ashley's brother struggled to understand why God would take Ashley home so soon after answering their prayers for her salvation. Ashley's father wanted to understand why his "princess", his girl who clearly held the entirety of his heart until her death, respected Louie and the Passion movement so much. He wanted to understand the drastic change in her life. After some time building a friendship, Mike asked Louie if he could ask a few questions about Christianity. One of the first was what Ashley meant by having "life for the first time in [her] 22 years". Ashley met the Creator, the Messiah, the Almighty God. Her life as a believer on earth was short but full of hope and joy. She's with Him now, sitting at His feet, praising and glorifying the Heavenly Father she fell in love with while she was with us on earth.
At the time of Passion 2008 Regionals, correspondence between Louie, his wife Shelly and Ashley's family was ongoing. Louie told us that there was no neatly tied bow at the end of the story.....
In reference to this, Louie had this to say in today's blog post (exactly three years after Louie received Ashley's first email!!!!)
As I shared this message of hope in the midst of pain, I would always end by saying something like, “I know, if this was a good “preacher story” there would be a nice bow on the end and Ashley’s dad would walk out and close our time in prayer….but life doesn’t work out that way and I don’t have a bow. Often, in this world, we don’t get a bow.” People would always laugh. Yet something powerful would settle over the message that rings true. Life doesn’t always end up working out the way we plan. You know it and I know it, but it doesn’t take one ounce of power away from our message, or the cross of Christ which immovably anchors our hope in a God who loves us no matter what, and who paints on a canvas bigger than we can see or imagine.
Welcome to the family, Mike!
My first Passion event (after hearing about them for at least two years!) was a 2-day Passion '08 Regional in Atlanta. It was then I knew I really wanted to attend a 4-day conference while I was still in the "student" age group. (Passion attendees are 18-25 years old) Louie Giglio, the founder and still leader of the Passion movement, preached a three-part message, entitled Hope, at Regionals. With permission, he read passages from the journal of a girl named Ashley. The passages unfolded Ashley's testimony and the influence of her roommate, Christa, a Christian and Passion '07 attendee. Correspondence between Ashley and Louie Giglio began as Ashley wrote to Louie as a Senior at the University of Florida. (the first email Ashley wrote to Louie is posted on the Passion Blog for Jan 30th, 2007) Louie read some of her emails along with the journal passages. He also read emails from a young boy torn by a great tragedy, confused as to where God was in it all. The boy's older sister had recently passed away of severe internal bleeding after a car accident. She was just days away from her college graduation. Louie said it took him days to respond to the boy because he was at such a loss for words....he didnt want to resort to the cliches or empty comfort... In the end he told the boy to look to the Cross. It's not ok and it'll never be the same again but God is steadfast. His plans are to give us a hope and a future. He is the only light in the darkness.
As the story progressed, we learned that this boy was Ashley's brother. Ashley passed away in May of 2008. The telling and retelling of her testimony throughout the Passion movement and beyond has brought many to Christ! Her death, though heart-wrenching for her family, friends and anyone who hears her story, is not in vain but for the glory of God! It has also brought countless more to the foot of the cross in times of fading hope and faith; when circumstances cloud our view of Christ.
Something Ashley's brother wrote to Louie stood out to me: he had taken some time to be alone with God- to cry, to be angry, to ask God why He didn't save his sister when so many were fervently praying for her to recover from her injuries.... God reminded him that he did save Ashley.... She had written to Louie that she had "life for the first time in [her] 22 years" when she met Jesus. By God's grace, Ashley accepted Christ as her Savior five months before she passed away.
As Louie preached the Passion 08 messages, unfolding Ashley's testimony, he also drew in the effect her testimony had on her family. Ashley's mother, step father and brother were believers but her father was an atheist at the time Ashley became a Christian. After Ashley's mother wrote Louie to inform him of Ashley's passing, her brother and father also corresponded with Louie. Ashley's brother struggled to understand why God would take Ashley home so soon after answering their prayers for her salvation. Ashley's father wanted to understand why his "princess", his girl who clearly held the entirety of his heart until her death, respected Louie and the Passion movement so much. He wanted to understand the drastic change in her life. After some time building a friendship, Mike asked Louie if he could ask a few questions about Christianity. One of the first was what Ashley meant by having "life for the first time in [her] 22 years". Ashley met the Creator, the Messiah, the Almighty God. Her life as a believer on earth was short but full of hope and joy. She's with Him now, sitting at His feet, praising and glorifying the Heavenly Father she fell in love with while she was with us on earth.
At the time of Passion 2008 Regionals, correspondence between Louie, his wife Shelly and Ashley's family was ongoing. Louie told us that there was no neatly tied bow at the end of the story.....
In reference to this, Louie had this to say in today's blog post (exactly three years after Louie received Ashley's first email!!!!)
As I shared this message of hope in the midst of pain, I would always end by saying something like, “I know, if this was a good “preacher story” there would be a nice bow on the end and Ashley’s dad would walk out and close our time in prayer….but life doesn’t work out that way and I don’t have a bow. Often, in this world, we don’t get a bow.” People would always laugh. Yet something powerful would settle over the message that rings true. Life doesn’t always end up working out the way we plan. You know it and I know it, but it doesn’t take one ounce of power away from our message, or the cross of Christ which immovably anchors our hope in a God who loves us no matter what, and who paints on a canvas bigger than we can see or imagine.
Mike and I would often write and talk back and forth about the life his daughter found in Christ. After hearing the Hope message he wrote, “I’m not sure you’re ever going to get your bow.”After three years, I sometimes wondered if he was right.But, as I say after sharing Ashley’s journal and story of faith, “Never count God out!” A few days ago an email came with the subject: New Year. New Life. It reads in part (with permission)…
Louie,
I hope your 2010 has started off great. I can hardly believe that it has been almost 3 years since my daughter first told me told me she was a Christan and I told her she was crazy. The last few months I have been doing a lot of reading and studying about Christianity…
I have been attending a Bible Study with some men that I work with. Christianity is not something that I ever thought would be a part of my life. But for almost 3 years it has been something I think about every day. I am not the same man I was a few years ago…
In studying Christianity I have discovered that I do not have to be alone. I have also discovered that I can have my life back. I can regain the joy that I had when I was with my Princess. To use words that you would say. I have taken my ribbons and tied a bow, 3 days ago I accepted Christ as my savior. It is the first time in 3 years I have had any peace in my life.
Holding a Bow
Mike
I just sat there staring at my Blackberry. The same one I stared at the day I got the news from Ashley’s mom that she had died and was home with Jesus. Both days my eyes filled with tears. That day in 2007 they were tears of overwhelming sadness. This day in January 2010 they were tears of stunning joy. All I could think of was Mike and Ashley together in heaven, forever linked by a common love for the One who saves and restores!
LG
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Mike, the whole world has been praying for you and I’m pretty sure that there are fist pumps pumping, tears flowing and shouts being shouted right now in places all around the globe. I know there are in heaven!
Welcome to the family, Mike!
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